Thursday, December 10, 2009
Whose intentions?
Throughout this fine book. Dallas Willard admonishes us to be intentional. He emphasizes that especially on pages 297-299. " Intention and decision are absolutely fundamental in this matter of apprenticeship to Jesus..."
But I wonder whose intentions are they really... ours or His? If intention / decision here is the same as surrender, then I'm on board. Most of my life, I have lived intentionally, decisively. They were my intentions and my decisions. Me being, me deciding, me thinking, me speaking, me doing... independently (of God or anyone else). If it is to be it's up to me... Illusory? Yup. Painful? Definitely.
Next, I believed I could come alongside God. I had more intentions and made more decisions, in a kind of symbiotic partnership with Him. But I did not surrender to Him. I did not submit.
Finally, after finding not much success in any part of myself, I gave up. I surrendered and tried living dependently... on God. This was actually pretty easy after getting a glimpse of His omnipresence - omnicience - omnipotence (He's the Man). Now, I ask for and wait for His intentions, His decisions. These days, I gladly live under His mission (submission).
God's Intention and Our Institution
Always the academician, Dallas suggests a Curriculum for Christlikeness in chapter 9. I wonder about our ability to pull this off. Must we rely on our own thinking, our own intentions, or own decisions? It seems to me the assignment is simpler, more childlike, and more elegant... first, be a son. And, receive a son's legacy. This, so we can become fathers.
Now, that's different from going to seminary, memorizing scripture, becoming pastors, having an institutional vehicle, etc. It seems to me that discipling (ourselves and others) is less a conscious curriculum than a life of dependence. I am concerned that thrall (Dallas' word) in methodological and theological doctrines can thwart God. There are no formulas! No institution can replace Him. Perhaps Dallas has something else in mind. I will find out in the next chapters...
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Who Really Does Know How to Really Deal with Life, Anyway?
- pg. 134-139 ("The Brilliance of Jesus: One final look," ending at "The Law and the Soul")
In this section, Willard points out the fact that in our modern world, hardly anyone (and (and he includes professing Christians in this category, disturbingly) associates Jesus with intelligence or competence. Being considered "smart" in our world is to be seen as one who can effectively deal with life as it "really is," and Willard points out that very few see Jesus as someone who has the knowledge and skill to to do this. I don't have too much to comment on with this, but just wanted to pose a few questions to help us come to grips with who we have seen as "smart" in our lives. - 1. Who do we think of when we hear the word "smart," "intelligent," or "competent"?
- 2. Who have we looked to and learned from in dealing with "life as it really is," as Willard puts it?
3. If we are to make progress towards giving Jesus this primary position in our minds, what will that look like? What steps do we need to make to lay a solid foundation to be His disciples?
I included a cover of Economist Magazine, because this is a publication that I frequently look to as an "intelligent" source of information about current events. I'm going to mull over how I can demonstrate in my life that I truly believe Jesus' thoughts on current events is much more intelligent and competent than anything I could read in Economist.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Actually "be good," not just do random good things

- He (Jesus) plunges immediately into the guts of human existence: raging anger, coentmept, hatred, obsessive lust, divorce, verbal manipulation, revenge, slapping, suing, cursing, coercing, and begging. It is the stuff of soap operas and the daily news--and real life.
- His aim is to enable people to be good, not just talk about it.
- We want to be good but are ready to do evil, and we come prepared with length justifications.
- But the centuries-long attempt to devise a morality from within merely human resources has now proven itself a failure.
You may wonder why I put a photo of Gerry Lopez on this post. Basically, Willard is going to develop an argument that that it is very, very important that we truly believe that Jesus is the smartest, most competent person in the history of man to ever teach on morality and what constitutes what it really means to be a good person. Moreover, He is the only one with the real answers of how to achieve this. I thought that a similar comparison would be if one wanted to learn how to master surfing Pipeline. Gerry Lopez was the very first guy in the '70's to ever ride this wave and single-handedly mastered the wave. Humbly admitting that Lopez is the "Pipe Master" and trusting in his guidance and teaching would be a sure way to learn how to ride pipe. Similarly, it crucial for us to trust in Jesus as the absolute most competent teacher to ever speak on how to become a truly good person and live in the flow of the Kingdom of God.
Here's my question for consideration for this reading:
What are the area(s) of your life where you absolutely know you need to be a good person through and through, and not just have right actions?
aloha,
Matt
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
“I’m an outcast, but don’t count me out.” June 30-July 12 Ch. 4 Reading:

Any other insights out there?
Monday, June 22, 2009
Brace for Impact June 22-28 Ch. 4 Reading: “Dealing With the Soul in Depth” up to “What Jesus Really Had in Mind With His Beatitudes”

Monday, June 15, 2009
I thought I knew… but I had no idea… June 15-21 Ch. 4 Reading: “The Puzzle of the Beatitudes” up to “Dealing With the Soul in Depth”

Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Conspiracy… the Resurrection!

Sunday, April 5, 2009
Are we doing this blog thing still? YES! April 5-11 Reading: pgs. 61-66

After weeks of being tempted away from The Divine Conspiracy community by the NCAA Tournament and ridiculous amounts of much cherished free time with Spring Break, I'm sufficinetly convicted to post the next reading!
Todd and Brandon and I have decided, however, to skip chapter 3 and move onto the more practical chapter 4 that starts laying the ground work on the Sermon on the Mount and what Jesus actually meant when he calls us to be his disciples. Perhpas we'll come back to chapter 3 later. Basically, its a look at the 20th century split in western Christianity between conservative evangelicals focus on believing right theology and liberal social gospelers focus on right action in the realm of the world's problems. Willard's main thesis is that neither of these camps come remotely close to addressing the truly great need of the individual soul to be reformed and re-made by intimate interaction with Jesus while we live out our days on earth.
The first part of chapter 4 focuses on the basic question of who God is and how we often fail to think accurately about His existence.
My favorite quote from this section is on pg. 64 where Willard writes "It is deeply illuminating of kingdom living to understand that his (Jesus) steady happiness was not ruled out by his experience of sorrow and even grief." I was struck with the thought "if this is true, Jesus is the one that I want to learn how to live from." With all the suffering, pain and injustice in the world (think of the worst situation you have ever seen; mine would likely be the Kibera slums in Nairobi, Kenya) Jesus lived a life meaningful life that was able to engage the world's neediest, and yet live a life permeated by joy. This is what I want, too, so I need to learn from Him. What or who else can truly offer this life option with integrity?
Questions:
How has your view of God matched up with the reality of God that Willard describes? How has it fallen short? Does it matter in terms of how we live day to day?
Final Thoughts
Its my intention, even after dropping the ball for a few weeks, to try to do my part to keep this little community together. I think it is worth fighting for and I'm excited to keep moving through this book with you guys. Maybe its just selfish because I benefit so much from reading your guys words. In an effort to make reading and commenting easier, I put your emails on the settings of this page so that you'll receive an email everytime someone posts or comments. I'm hoping this will take away the step of having to check the blog to see if anyone is writing. If this is annoying, feel free to take your name off or ask me to do it (it's in the "settings" part of the blog under "email")
alohas, fatty
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Weekly Reading and a Good John Piper Sermon on the Recession
In these pages, Willard distinguishes between our kingdoms and what we have say over and His Kingdom and what He ultimately has say over. Willard's main point here, as I see it, is to grasp that the divine conspiracy Jesus offers is for us to willingly submit our kingdoms into His larger Kingdom purposes. When I first read this book, the entire concept of "kingdoms" seemed a clunky, awkward and sometimes confusing way to think of these matters, but I've come to appreciate the word "kingdom" more and more.
This week is a great opportunity for us to reflect on well we are deliberately submitting the things we truly have say over into His Kingdom purposes. I think it would be very productive for each of us to reflect on how conscious we are of our own kingdoms, and specifically how these relate to His Kingdom. Major areas for consideration: body, mind, emotions, marriage, finances, talents, job, friendships, etc. I think this is a great opportunity for us to share a little bit more of where we sense God calling us to be transformed the most in; certainly it will look different for each of us. I know I am super encouraged as I read your guys honest reflections and it spurs me.
Lastly, I missed the church this morning and ended up listening to a John Piper sermon about what purposes God may have for our current economic downturn. I was particularly challenged by his thoughts of personal sin that can be revealed during hard economic times (such as anxiety, fear, and self-reliance), as well as how these economic conditions can challenge our view of the challenges developing nations are constantly facing. Speaking more generally, I have found www.desiringgod.org to be a great resource; I often save teachings to my mp3 player and listen to them while working out. Peace out.
http://www.desiringgod.org/ResourceLibrary/MediaPlayer/3566/Audio/
Saturday, March 7, 2009
The importance of community
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
No Reading for This Week
Todd and I talked Sunday on our run and decided it would be good for us to have a week off from pushing ahead in the book. I know some guys are still waiting on the books to arrive, and it is a bummer to try to read quickly to catch up. Keep the encouragment and challenging thoughts and insights flowing; I know I grow so much more when I see growth going on in other believers lives.
Matt
Monday, March 2, 2009
Trip down memory lane for the Faith Crew people
Part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yav5guznj_E
Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXrWyWDPj5s
Sunday, March 1, 2009
A short note about commenting on the blog
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Relevant video on marathoner Ryan Hall
Last Sunday, our running group got on the topic of how our desire to train, improve, and ultimately win plays in with what God desires for our growth and development. I came across this video and was amazed at Ryan's story of how God taught him about using his desire to compete. For those non-runners out there, Ryan Hall is a committed believer who is probably the best American-born marathoner our country has seen in about 30 years. He is one of the few white dudes in the world who is close to mixing it up with the East Africans at the marathon distance. This video shows him doing a 15 mile tempo run at 5:00 min pace at 7,000 feet in adverse conditions...not bad!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Need inspiration to post your thoughts?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKjxFJfcrcA
But seriously, guys are throwing some great thoughts around and I hope it spurs us on. I appreciate and relate to Tim and Eric's words about overfamiliarity of the Good News leading to actual unfamiliarity. Todd, Brandon, Chantelle (Brandon's sister) and I went for a long run this afternoon and had some great conversation about the reading. I look forward to hearing more about how God is working!
Hearing Jesus' Invitation to the Kingdom Clearly
Readings for February 23-March 1: pgs. 11-21.
Key Quotes
"People think they have heard the invitation. The thing they have accepted it or rejected it. But they have not. The difficulty is to hear at all." (11)
"I think we finally have to say that Jesus' enduring relevance is based on his historically proven ability to speak to, to heal, and empower the individual human condition...He promises wholeness for their lives...Suddenly they are flying right-side up, in a world that makes sense." (13)
"So, C.S. Lewis writes, our faith is not a matter of our hearing what Christ said long ago and 'trying to carry it out.' Rather, 'The real Son of God is at your side. He is beginning to turn you into the same kind of thing as Himself. He is beginning, so to speak, to 'inject' His kind of life and thought...into you; beginning to turn the tin soldier into a live man. The part of you that does not like it is the part that is still tin.'" (20)
Key Questions
At what point in your life have you most clearly understood Jesus' invitation to discipleship? Has that invitation been dulled by years of "overfamiliarity"?
How has Jesus most clearly spoke to, healed, or empowered your life?
aloha, Matt
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Reading for February 17 - February 22: Ch. 1, pgs. 1-10

PS: check out the following clip for a good F15/F16 dogfight that was in the IMAX movie, "Operation Red Flag," the excercise that Jeremy is now involved with.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=INb-421E-mo&feature=related
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Bios
[Jon - buy your own or I will tear out pages I have read and send them to you... one by one...]
It is only now, in this time, that we can do such a thing as have a real-time dialogue like this... across thousands of miles. Considering our different backgrounds, circumstances, interests, etc., it will be interesting to discover each other through our discussions.
Since this is all about hearts, happy valentine day to all!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Eternity Has Already Started for Each of Us! A Few Thoughts on the "Foreword" and "Introduction"
I am challenged by this, because I realize that I often view following Jesus as burdensome, and one more thing to do in a busy day. Instead, I'm going to try to pray that I would see Jesus' invitation to follow Him and obey Him as the greatest opportunity of my life, and it keeps getting offered to me day after day, by His grace.
Some key quotes I liked.
"Very few people today find Jesus interesting as a person or of vital relevance to the course of their actual lives." (xiii)
"What we have to believe or do now, by contrast, is real life, bursting with interesting, frigtening and relevant things and people." (xiii)
"More than any other single thing, in any case, the practical irrelevance of actual obedience to Christ accounts for the weakeed effect of Christianity in the world today..." (xv)
"The really good news for humanity is that Jesus is now taking students in the master class of life. The eternal life that begins with confidence in Jesus is a life in his present kingdom, now on earth and available to all." (xvii)
Welcome!
Todd, Brandon and I are excited that our little running group/reading group might spread into a broader conversation on this blog. It is our hope that each one of us would be confronted, challenged and encouraged by Jesus invitation to full life in the Kingdom; life filled with obedience, joy and true adventure in walking with him both in this life and in eternity.
We will plan on covering about 10 pages each week, but dividing it according to breaks in the chapter that make sense. One thing that the three of us have discussed and really believe in is that we don't want to feel pressure that this is one more thing to do in the week and that we consquently should feel bad if we fall behind or couldn't meet one week. The truths in this book are way too important to put them into the same checklist categories we have with other goals that relate to areas such as work, running, or the like. Consequently, we are really trying to be positive and encourage each other to seek out one or two truths God would have us wrestle with, savor, and be changed by in that week. Hopefully this blog can help us see some of these insights from each other's unique perspectives and experiences.
We are excited to see how God might use this dialogue. Any suggestions on how we can carry on this discussion more productively will always be welcomed, especially since I've never really done a blog before, let alone try to be the administer of one.
Each new week, probably on Monday, I'll just put up a post of what we plan to read for that week, and perhaps a question or two related to the section. For the purpose of getting things rolling, the three of us in the running group are reading the foreword and introduction this week. I realize that most of you guys are still getting a hold of the book, so you might have to play just a little catch up.